Grieving is guuuuud

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I have been AFK for a few days and I’m going to stay that way. Overall, I’m much better. Heavy grief. Grief that I have to simply allow and work through. Grieving fights off flashbacks (ah ha!) Once I understood that, I allowed the grief to come in floods. The meds are kicking in and the aeon feeling nothing is passing. 

This means I am feeling everything. All at once. All of it. Full on. 

I need to keep things to a manageable level and make sure I’m not unwittingly making things worse by acting as if I were a bull in a china shop. I need solitude and mental white space. This is my last chance. And I’m gonna take it. 

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One thought on “Grieving is guuuuud

  1. I had to Google “AFK” because I’m just lame like that. I do hope that you’re “away from keyboard” and not referencing “a free kill.” 😀 Take all the time in the world because grief waits (or shouldn’t) for nothing.

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