I was at the apartment while the cable guy was there to fix the Internet and my cell rang. I saw it was H and didn’t want to talk with him. I tried calling back a minute or two later, because I’m just sick that way…LOL!…but it went to voice mail. I left no message. I texted him saying sorry I missed his call, did he need anything…response:
“Nope. Just wanted to say hi. Feeling bad about last night. Will be more aware in future.”
I could waste my mental energy thinking “aware of what? which part?” but I’m not going to. I did not respond. I’m not even sure what the hell I could say. I doubt it would matter. I’m not enabling him anymore.
I’m going to take a well-deserved shower, wash my hair and then stir my red beans and rice when I’m finished. Nothing else but my kids deserve permanent real estate in my head right now. Nothing. Else.
- 10 Reasons Why People Don’t Reply To Messages! (spotlightxoxo.com)
- Texting dilutes relationships (rightways.wordpress.com)
- Enabling – Tough Love (michellemiddleton4.wordpress.com)
- How a smart person can get sucked into abuse Part III (deliberatedonkey.wordpress.com)