You can’t keep me in limbo forever ya know…[read on]
H has been making himself avoidantly busy since I came home from dance class this afternoon. This morning before he left for golf, I told him we would talk about the separation document this afternoon after he returned. I told him to have a nice day on the course and that there would be time this afternoon anyway. No worries. [yeah, that was a stupid move…] He’s still waiting to hear on the job. Then, somehow, he sucked me into getting the perfect present for his mother which has entailed lots of work in Photoshop. Don’t ask. I’m am idiot. The only bright side is that he went out to get takeout for dinner.
What I know: I cannot let today end without us agreeing on talking with the kids and making that happen. If he wants to continue to avoid this, I’m going to force the issue. I cannot take living with him for much longer. He’s driving me insane with his constant chattering and I cannot have one clear thought! I want to scream!
We definitely cannot continue this way. Denial just isn’t going to get it.