Greg texted me this morning wanting to know when I expected to return today. I told him this evening and asked him if he was busy. I was thinking of calling him to say hi, nothing heavy. He texted back saying it was not a good time. “Sorry.”
My old friends Fear and Anxiety showed up just to exacerbate the situation. [Thanks guys.] I tried to catch and release but it was a no go. I thought writing about it would help.
So what am I afraid of? His anger and my reaction. I’ve done nothing wrong and he must be in a dwelling-on-anger mode. Maybe it’s separation anxiety? Maybe he is feeling abandoned.
OK stop: Why am *I* dwelling on what he might be feeling?
Ugh! How can I deal with this?? I’m so tired of this cycle.